Thursday, February 27, 2014

In weekend mode

It's almost 4pm. This time last week, I was rushing to meet the gang at 4:15pm for our weekend getaway. Nairobi. The safari.

Oh. And what great adventure it turned out to be.

I will be writing about Maasai Mara later.. but right now, I just want to be emotional and talk about hearts and feelings and things that girls feel so passionately about.

Just some random stuff... takde kaitan ngan yang hidup atau yang telah meninggal dunia.

So I'm gonna write about falling out of love.

Is it possible?
How true
I've been in love.. a few times. I think it's that feeling where your heart skipped a beat when he's around. He's everywhere you go.. even if he is not physically there.

He's the first person you think of, when you wake up in the morning. And you can smile just thinking about the awesome date the night before.

Now have I ever had those feelings before? Of course!

But it also so happens that a few years down the road, the feelings I had for (some) people just seem to dissipate.

Not that I don't care anymore.. but that 'rushing' feeling is no longer there. I'm still friends with those men whom I used to have deep feelings for.. but it's just that. We're just friends. No more expectations. No more yearnings. Purely platonic.

I guess, such is life. People move on. Things happened. You meet new people who caught your attention (or shower you with attention). And you realize that there's no point to still get so hung up over the other person.

You meet new people who make you smile. And suddenly you realized that memories of you and the other person are slowly fading.

It's true when people say that you shouldn't wait too long. That you cannot expect the other person to wait for you. I don't think anyone wants to hang around long enough. Heh. I'm definitely not gonna hang around at the empty platform and just watch trains pass me by. Sooner or later, there will be a train that will catch my attention and I will not hesitate to hop on the train and go on a new adventure.

Okay I'm rambling.

It's just a reminder for me that things change. People change. Nothing lasts forever. Not even feelings.

Life is too short to get hung up over one person when there are 6 billion other people who are more willing to go on a new adventure with you.

Okay. It's past 5pm. I wanna head home. My weekend starts now.. :)

(Nak kena balik and bake a cake for tonight's movie night with the gang.)

Ciao.xoxo

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