When I'm pissed.. I write a poem.. :)

Ho-kayyy... it's Sunday.. and I'm in the office.. and I have a gazillion things to do.. like do my mid-year-performance-review and do my approval paper etc.. but I can't work right now. Cuz I am still pissed.. (and this despite sesi hati-ke-hati bersama Ezlin tadi).

Oh well.. some people can be so annoying kan..

But God is so fair.. when I was so pissed pagi tadi, I suddenly got an sms from someone and that made me smile..

So this entry is for that one person who made me smile:



Ha.. itu version Julia Stiles dalam citer "Ten Things I Hate About You". 

So here's my version pulak:

10 Things I Hate About You
(no.. this poem is not for the person whom I'm pissed off with, but for the person who made me smile this morning)

I hate it when you tell me that I never listen
Even more when you marah every time I don't finish my food
I hate the way you're always right
And how you tak layan I even when I want to pick a fight
I hate that you hardly wear your nice Timberland boots
And you know I hate it when you cut your hair
I hate it that you're always so calm and cool
While I'm ranting away about how life is just so unfair
I hate being so far away from you and the fact that you hardly text or call
But mostly I hate that this poem might not mean anything to you
Not even a little bit, not even at all..

*sigh*

So there.. it's tough trying to come up with this poem.. hahah.. and guess what? I'm not so angry anymore.. Alhamdulillah.

I hate being angry.. I think it's energy wasted. I hate revenge. I think life's too short to berdendam dengan orang. I like letting go.. cuma tu lah.. sekali sekala, I meet someone who pisses the hell out of me over and over again. And then this anger inside me creeps out over and over again too. I so hate it lah. Why can't he just stay away... Shooooooooooooooooooooo!

Dear God.. please help me.. replace this burning anger in my heart with calmness and love. Tak baik marah-marah orang... Plus, there are so many wonderful people out there kan..

So.. daripada marah-marah, lebih baik buat poem kan? Heheheh...

Happy Sunday semua.. xoxo